My Real ME

“Ive been proposed last night, n I said YES…am I stupid or what ??” my best-ever-friend told me yesterday. I just stared at her for a while, looked at her confuse pretty face but I also saw stars on her eyes. Smiling I said, ”Of course NOT sweetie, ure not  stupid at all!” “Congrats yah, Im happy for u!”

Well, it was dway my bestfriend telling me that she will gonna b married soon. On the other hand, my other best friend also told me that she will get married next year on February. Wow, what a wonderful news.. 

Back 2 d’old times, It was four of us, binded in such a nice n beautiful friendship since we were at highschool. Like other normal gals at highschool, surely we had a gank hehehe.  Five actually, but the other gal left without any reasons. Normal isn’t it ? it’s a gals gank gitu loh (^_^)!So, it just me (Queen…I proposed this name actually haha), Innocent (she is!), Princess (ehem!) n Love (we love her so!) remains.

Innocent came first to be married. Love will be d’second n Princess will b d’third. About Innocent’s wedding, she was really happy w/ that, n of course we were there too. Calmed her when she was nervous to pass the ‘akad’ things n cried when she said ’Yes’ (huhuhu). She’s more than just ready 2build a family. 

Innocent was also the one who tell us how she was worry that I will b d’last gal 2 get married. “Queen, don’t laugh!”, she yelled at me that time. She said im a type of workin woman (really ???)

We just laughed n giggled at that time since I was quite easy 2get boyfriends n easy 2 dump them too! O la la… what a sin!! 

But now, her forecast (it’s a weather or what..!!) was right! Believe it or not, I AM really will b dlast gal in our gank 2get married. Well, actually Im not really surprised. For me, a marriage is not that easy. Marriage will b a package of me n him. It would b a delicious cake w/ its sweet n bitter caramel around, n we hold it together.

There should b love, couplehood n partnership inside. N thats why I need partner more than just a husband to complete it. I have lots of values that only a partner can understand, while a husband wont! I have lots of faith that only a partner can understand, while a husband wont! Complicated, huh? Hohoho…that is soooo  me…

But above all, I never worry that one day I’ll get such a kinda partner. Mmmm n im wondering who is he. W/all troubles I face, I feel that my life is beautiful. Not perfect though, but it is beautiful. N it will b my chocolate river for me to be ended in a choco-vanilla-yummy ocean of my beautiful wedding w/my beautiful friendship around me.

Luv u guys (hey, don’t laugh!!!!!) ^_^  …to be continued…