My Real ME

This is my other story inside da train to jogja. heran…pasti ada crita hehehe..

Well, it was nine pm on Senja Utama Solo Business Train i took to get to my beloved home town. n as usual i went all by myself, also as usual i took chair near da window, its 4 comfort, isnt it ? as i went alone, of course i would never can guess whos da person would sit beside me. sometimes if i got lucky, i’ll get quiet n calm person, but sometimes i got a very annoying person too. i dont know what type of this person include (its up to ur opinion hehe)

Leaving Senen Station, I thought i’ll sat by myself. But when it entered Jatinegara, somebody took da place, n he’s a foreigner (BULE hehehe). n hes quite cute actually. tall, white, sharp nose n…smells good (mmm nice perfume). As i’m a nice person (really ???) I smiled n automatically said "Hello!" (damned! what a automatic PR attitude I have!). n some people said that my smile always had effects (sometimes i hate da facts!). He spontaniously said "Hello, I’m sure u can speak english right ?" Smiley I said "Well, I cant say that cant, right ?" God, I was flirting to him! Swear I didnt mean to. (Heyyyyy I swear!!!!)

n it works so well as he couldnt stop talking. He said his name is Eric, thirty something years old, single (ehem) n he went to Solo 4 a vacation. Some of his friends already got there, he had some businesses in Jakarta so he went late. It was nice honestly until :

HIM :"So, are u seeing somebody ?" (it means : "d u hav a boyfriend ?"or "can i date u ?")

few seconds passed while I remained quiet…. n

ME : "Ya…actually ya…(still w/ my smiley face…I LIED..)

HIM : "Oh, okay…sorry.."

few minutes passed again while we remained quiet. n ..

HIM : "Are u happy w/ him ?"

God, he’s still tryin haha.. considering that I never want to get involved w/ foreigner or guys from different countries, i still insisted..

ME : "Ya…I do"

HIM : "oh, okay, sorry again."

ME : "its okay, im flattered, thanks."

Then, we had another conversation again. A very polite conversation. until …

HIM : "If I go to jogja someday, would u b my guide ?"

GOD ….

ME : (smiley of course ) u know what Eric… actually right now i have some problems 2 b settled in jogja n it makes me un available for everybody who wants my guidance. I dont hav any vehicles to take u to  da places there n i hav a very jealous boyfriend who makes me unable 2 get close 2 anyone who wants my guidence too. Mayb if he dumped me or if i got a chance to dump him first, we can make it possible, but i dont think so!"

wow…what a word! im sure he was so surprised as he just said "ok, i understand, sorry again"

After remained silent 4 a while suddenly he LAUGHED..very loud…n still laughing for a minutes when he finally stared at me n said "u know2 what, ur da most honest indonesian girl ive met.so un-ordinary n honestly, i really want 2get a chance 2know u more, but uve frankly said impossible, am i right ?"

n i laughed, too. he was right. I never imagine i ll hav a couple a foreigner (tourist actually). I like their thinkin pattern actually. More free n nice 2b discussed with. but still, NO. i still love indonesian guys hehehe.

n da rest of da stories, we separated in Tugu Station at Jogja with "Nice meeting u, knowing n talking 2u" things….shaking hands, smiling n hope never see again (ha ha).

but honestly, i felt realyy really really flattered!

mmmmmm….